Long time.........

Its been a really long time since i've really written another blog though I usually think of updating my blog every other day. well, many of you guys may ask...... what the fuck am i doing so that i cant update my blog..... well........ nothing impressive going on anywhere, just trying to live up the Indian dream!!! Whats the Indian dream??? Money...... loads and loads of it..... are we still happy ..... no!!! we need more loads. I never knew that it was this easy to make people who thought in paise and rupee to think in hundreds, then later thousands and without much delay, i'm pretty sure lakhs. A game where you literally use money with smaller denomination to get money with bigger denominations. Sounds like fun??? Never my fine lad. Though it may sound like fun for the first few days or so, some as keen as myself will soon lose their sleep. It is funny, most of us never really thought that sleep was actually anything to consider. You go, you lie, you sleep....... the next thing you know is that someone is kicking you to wake up. That was how most of us lived and hopefully living. But oh! its treachery to lose your sleep. You lie in that bed for hours wondering ....... What am I doing??? It is these times that some of the craziest thoughts come to your mind...... not dreams mind you. Though the latter would have to be censored as unintentional thinking, the former, it is a shame to even think of it. It is truly said that an idle mind is the devil's workshop. Imagine the feeling waking up feeling disgusted at yourself!!! In my childhood, i've heard many people complain of sleeplessness and we kids always thought of it as a laughing matter....... who cant sleep??? Give me a cot and i'll be asleep as the eternal!

Enough of those happy memories........ whats the solution?? sleeping pills........ now what did i tell you of disgusting thoughts???